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[Mar. 3rd, 2005|10:11 pm] |
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| |  I really wish i knew. | ] |
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| | T.I. - You don't know me. | ] |
Well i know again that it's been a while, but a lot of shit has happened in the worst way. Well for starters, terrianne screwed me over. One night she said that she broke up with her boyfriend because she started to have feelings for me again. But gullible me, i believed her and thought she was back to the person i fell in love with. and i feelings actually started. The next day, i was gonna end everything with amanda because i thought terrianne was actually serious about everything. As i was gonna end everything with amanda, i saw terrianne showing her our whole convorsation to her. Seeing that hurt in every way possible. I'd rather get kicked, from Jackie Chan, square in the nuts than feel the way i did then. I just hate being so damn gullible. I hate trying to be a nice guy and coming out like the biggest asshole in the world. But now i accepted the fact that me and terrianne will never date. It hurts and all but i just know that it will never happen again. Then she appologizes to me about that and even that hurt because it was like i was reliving it in my mind. But now i think that me and her are cool. which is pretty weird being around her because i don't wanna get fucked with again. But, again, i think we are cool now. Now i have no clue about my feelings anymore. Like i'm trying to control my feelings with everything. But it seem to not be working. So i'm goin to bed L8r. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|02:23 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
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| | Real nigga roll call- Lil John and Ice Cube | ] |
Man yesterday was a bitch, me and neil went out to shovel snow and got nothing! We went to the old, rich, lazy people and they all said no. But in the end me and neil helped this guy out with his car and took him to the gasstation and he gave us 5 bux and some other shit. That was about the highlight of my day. Last night I got caught stealing from my parents so they made me shovel the snow this morning. It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. But today i don't expect anything good to happen on account that i'm broke. i'm gonna try to get a hold of some people to hang out. So i'm just gonna go, L8r |
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[Feb. 19th, 2005|12:06 am] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
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| | Da Blow - Lil John and the Eastside Boys | ] |
I know it's been awhile. But a lot of shit has happened. well 1st things 1st me and terrianne broke up and i feel like a totally different person. now i'm back to my "old self". I can now talk to all my old friends that i stopped talking to when i dated her. Now i'm talking to this one girl that has never made me feel so much better than when i am with her. But now my life is soooooo fun! I can now actually do what i want and not be tied down at all, i love it! and now i hane no clue what is gonna happen with this other girl... i guess we'll wait and see. But i gtg i'm pretty tired and shit. L8r |
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| It's been a long time... |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|07:56 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | Everything sucks- Dope | ] |
Hey, it's been a while since i wrote in this, but a lot of shit happened. On tuesday me and terrianne went and walked door-to-door to tell people to go vote for kerry. We got $40 just for that. The next day we went to halls after terrianne got off of work and people had a lot of weed and they were all trippin out. But last night when i went to terrianne's, me and her were watching south park and i didn't watch the end. heh. But today i gave her this little turtle thingy that is a bobble head.... it's so funny looking. Man i love her. But i gtg to class. L8r. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|07:56 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Vermillion- Slipknot | ] |
Ha! I just read terrianne's comment on 1 of my posts and she's all like "i ain't used to this mush stuff." and she's the 1 between us that is actuallly mushy. Yesterday me, randy,terrianne, neil, mand and greg passed out fliers for 2 hours and got a pizza and 10 bucks. Within a hour I spent it all... i was gonna save it all till Friday. but i'm horrible with money.
When I got home, i tried to do my homework and actually got it done. I competely forgot to set my alarm clock. So today terrianne woke me up and i needed like 15 mins to get ready. She just really wanted to go to the computer lab. But anyways... school's about to start so time to go to my 1st hour (Art) and paint... fun... |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|09:48 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | My own ersonal Jesus- Marylin Manson | ] |
Hey, Yesterday me, terrianne and neil were hanging out all day at halls...(Fun Times) But the real fun started to happen around 7:00 because a few other people came and had a case of 40's. They were so funny drunk! But one of them ran offf with them and pissed all the others off..... i thought it was pretty funny!
Today after school, Me, terrianne, neil and leonard are supposed to go to daddy o's and hand out fliers for them... we are getting paid aaround 20 bucks. Aferwards I have no clue what will happen. But i gtg L8r |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|12:36 am] |
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| |  energetic | ] |
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| | It comes to wash away the sins of you and I- Velvet Revolver | ] |
Man tonight weas a great night! Well aside for working from 5-9 it was. After work i went over terrianne's house and just hung out. I was messing around with her stuff and i never heard her laugh so hard. It was great. Then I went home and took a shower to get all the grease from rally's off. and that lead me to here so i'm gonna go L8r. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2004|11:51 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
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| | I won't letthis build up inside of me- Slipknot | ] |
Hey, Man tonight was a great night... it was me, and a shit load of other people at halls and we were haveing so much fun! it just sucks that terrianne had to leave. But I don't know what's goin on with her, the past couple of days it seems like she just hate every minute of every day. It's horrible, I just wish she actually knew how much i love her. I just really want to be with her. She's the only person that i can talk to about ne thing. But i know i'm rambling on, so i guess im gonna just go. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2004|11:48 am] |
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| | lazy | ] |
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| | Duality- Slipknot | ] |
Hey, man, yesterday was actually a realllt fun day. After school i went to meijer to get them poker chips!!! I got my 1st check that wasn't worth shit, $21.57, which is already gone. But today I have not a clue what the hell i'm doin. I think halls but in not sure. I'm just gonna play out my day by ear. Well Mr. McMahon is a severe dick so i gotta go L8r. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2004|11:14 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Bow Down Before The One You Serve | ] |
Today should actually be a fun day. After school i have to go get me 1st paycheck from rally's (Big Money Baller!) Then i am goint with terrianne and her mom somewhere. Not quite sure where but somewhere. She calls me dumb but i am probly gonna buy some poker chips because i hate halls nd like to gamble. But i garantee we will end up there tonight. But now i have to go sneek in the seniors pictures. |
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